Getting out of the Suit

Yes, I am resigning. I will be returning to my hometown and starting my life and career once again. And it won't be easy, I know. I simply have to do this.

It is difficult to be away from your family for a very long time. It's also difficult when you know that you can do so much more for the company but you simply have no right to.

This is for me to follow what I deserve to have and my family whom I have not seen for a very long time.

new company

just an update... i am with a new company now. i am finally free from my evil bosses!

Good Morning Anya!

I was early for work today. I wanted to go to the gym, workout and read inside the sauna. I'm already out of shape. I need to sweat out. But guess what? Fitness First is closed. They should stay open on a holiday! People workout on a holiday too! Hell, they should even stay open 24 hours a day!

I couldn't do anything anymore since it's closed. I figured that I better get coffee or else I'll just hit the floor and sleep. And certainly, this is my lucky day because the Starbucks branch in our building is also closed for the holiday. Couldn't I be luckier than this?

Updates

I'm back to training new people now. This is something that I haven't done in a while. I admit it was difficult to start learning to teach again and my feet would agree to that. When I get home, they're already swollen. And the next day, I have to wear stilettos again! I don't even have the energy to eat when I get home. and i'm having a hard time finding the right words when I'm explaining.

But hey, I love training people. Maybe the satisfaction of doing what I lvoe is enough for me to keep going.

Anyway, I heard that our boss is resigning. Geez... Everybody's resigning! Shall I get out too? Or maybe I should stay and then I can have the chance to be the boss?

So I Heard

I was able to talk to my supervisor a few days ago. She said that she has been thinking about retracting her resignation. I wasn't able to react because in truth, I know it will be good if she resigns. One, I wouldn't have to deal with a self-righteous person who has delusions of living by her so called "principles". Two, I would not have to worry about having the wrong schedule in our payroll system and getting a very small pay. Three, I would not be a shock absorber anymore of my colleagues' woes about how she tells them to do loads of things.

What pisses me off is that she still talks about how her "principles" are compromised because of what other people in the company do. You may be wondering what those principles are; let me give you an example. She always issues a memo to a trainee or an agent whom she caught surfing the net. But guess what, I've seen her check her Friendster profile too. She keeps on saying that she and her BF do not show PDA at work. But then again, when another trainer was discussing in front of the class, she lets the BF in and be seated next to her at the back of the class. (And hun, the BF is not part of the class.)

I don't care about her surfing the net or doing PDA. I just don't like it when she pretends to be pristine and faultless. I haven't really liked hypocrites.

I am a bitch. I'm not proud of it but at least, I accept that I am one and I do not pretend to be a goody-goody.