Thursday, November 30, 2006

crazy again

i'm crazy, i know. i wish somebody would bring me to a psychiatrist. this was just last night (the cutting). and the memory is still fresh. it didn't hurt really. it's actually addictive. every time i slice, somehow i forget the pain that i feel inside. every cut helps me breathe fully. every cut makes me smile. bitterly, i suppose.

they said i'm strong. they said i could make it. they said i'll be okay. do you think the same?

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