i'm already afraid. i'm already afraid that i would completely lose my sanity.
as you know, i'm always alone. yesterday, i didn't go out of my room. i didn't eat, i didn't drink water, just 2 trips to the restroom. i was hooked into slashing my wrist with a blade. i keep on running the blade on my skin, the same spot over and over. the pain i felt was addictive. sweet burning sensation... and then you see the blood, pure red. and the smell, like rust. then i made a hit over it again.
the pain was wonderful, so physical. made me forget of the pain i felt inside. really addictive, i'd do it again to night.
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