Friday, June 16, 2006

sinkin'

day by day i feel myself get consumed into darkness and oblivion. inch by inch, i sink into the depths of depression and loneliness. too much pain. i am unable to scream. i ask the heavens, "why? what now?" then i realize i am just asking myself. i feel myself sink deeper and deeper.

no one is there, only silence and nothingness. but my mind is shouting. my heart is exploding. i can't bear the pain anymore. maybe if i stop struggling and dive deeper, i can find what i'm looking for, what i'm needing.

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