this is what you get when you sleep late

i will write about 2 realizations today. well, i already know about them before but these things became highlighted yesterday.

first is about what 3 guys told me, 'lust for one woman can never be satisfied with another woman.' hhhmmmm... that is why guys can never be monogamous. i am not saying that guys should, though i'm only saying that this is the reason why most married men 'sway'. this is just like saying that if you're craving for a siomai, shawarma could never satisfy that. after a few hours that the hunger has been satiated, you start drooling again for siomai. and by the way, it's not the guys. girls, too, suffer this feeling once in a while. there's just this feeling of something for a particular someone that you can never feel with another person. and lusting for someone can happen too, not just the feeling of spark, intensity or electricity.

Next, when a girl wants to find someone permanent, she realizes many things. 1) The good guys are already taken. 2) The good guys who are not taken, do not suit your taste. 3) The good guys who are not taken and who suit your taste find you not suitable for their taste 4) The good guys who are not taken and who suit your taste, find you suitable only for fornication. 5) Then the rest of the guys are either gay or priests. What does a girl do? Would she settle for someone really not satisfactory for her preference? Or would she settle only for the 'temporary' thing?